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Utopia
Saturday, September 14, 2013 16:45

I keep replaying scenarios in my head.
Scenes where things are perfect, things are the way it should be, how I want it to be.
Thoughts I know I shouldn't entertain because there is no chance it would come true.
Thoughts that I know I shouldn't even be having.

But it's always there, at the back of my mind.
What if this worked out, what if things were different, what if things change.

I keep sitting around waiting for any small signs that things may go that way,
then I use it as an excuse to fuel my wishful thinkings.



Then again I think I'm just lonely.
Not that I need to get attached or need a guy,
I just need companions I guess?
And I'm so blessed because I know how much people love me
and I know how much they'd do for me,
including meeting me almost every freaking day, just so I wouldn't feel alone.

I don't know.
I have too many thoughts.

Me
Debbs, 20.
Just the beat inside my soul

Hopes
♠ No regrets

Speak

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