If someone not involved in this questions me about whatever I'm abt to post,you better think twice."You said it wasn't intentional, you said it wasn't planned, but i've got people telling me it's planned."
Firstly, can I know who told you that? I've been telling you, it wasn't planned. Even if you don't believe me, there're others who can vouch for it. If you want to know who, ask me. I'll get them to talk to you.
"what everything that has happened during all these time. and another lie?"
I honestly don't get what you're referring to, so be specific please?
"So how can you change that fact? People would know you're lying."
There was still time for it, but she wasn't talking to me abt any of this, and I didn't know she already owned up. I already told her before that we're in this together. She made her own choice, taking all the blame on herself by confessing. Before that, eliz suspected me. I wanted to keep it that way to keep kaz safe. But she went ahead to tell her, so what am I supposed to do?
"She was dragged in. Plus her ban from her mum, and the extra work from her studies, it's difficult and stressful for her. I doubt she wanted you to take all the blame"She wasnt dragged in, she made a choice. Its not as if we forced her to do anything, it was all willingness on her part. Nobody held a gun to her head and commanded her to do anything. & You do realise, that I knew nothing abt this? As mentioned before, she didn't contact me abt anything. We weren't even talking abt other things. I know she's stressed out and all, but she never even gave me a proper explaination, even after I smsed her. All I had to infer from was her short facebook status update. From her post, it seemed like she just wanted to run away from all the trouble. Plus, Liz is protecting her now cuz they magically became friends, so obviously the blame would somehow be pushed to me.
"Till now, you still think your own way."
I'm just telling you that there's more to one side of a story, and I think I deserve to reveal the other part. I concede that I hve done wrong. I know that keeping all this from you was wrong, no matter how I try to justify it. I know that it was wrong for me to not be understanding of kaz, though I did try my best. I'm not a superwoman, who knows what someone needs without them telling me.
If you still think I'm wrong in anyway I'm thinking, can you please state it out specifically. If not I'll be forced to guess, which would lead to what happened with me and kaz.
"Now, let's just all take things in our stride and do whatever we can yea"
I know things won't ever be the same again. So why do I even bother?
Cuz you two still mean something to me, and I want to do whatever I can , no matter how insignificant, to make things right.
But please keep in mind that everyone was hurt in this process. including me. I have faults, but so do you two. You two did stuff right, but so did I. It's not a 2 vs 1 thing here. We're all in the same condition. 