SS was (Y)
in the end governance came out for the 3rd time
out of 3 times.
And healthcare never did.
Ohwells, xO

English was (Y) too :D
my compo took longer to plan than usual.
But I still had extra time, LOL.
did the mafan way of doing a summary.
So much time! D:
Having exams in the hall is so cool.
Air con rocks too :D
okay, start studying for geog ):

Cramming in my ss.
D: Sri lanka and northern Ireland.
Then will attempt to complete bonding Singapore.
This sucks, I feel so overloaded.
I can't do this ):

Okay I typed a whole chunk
But it all got deleted.
Watched Nick and Norah's before?
I think I feel like Nick now.
In the beginning of the movie where he recorded some long thing
Then the whole thing just deleted by accident.
Tsk, so annoying.

Didn't go to school today.
Partly cuz I was sickish and partly cuz
I figured I'd be more productive at home.
Finished a total of 2 ss chapters
Feeling quite worried cuz I won't have time for another 2.
But 2 alone is abit risky.
So idk, ohman.

Completed my practise papers today.
Amath, emath, chemistry, 1 geog paper.
See what you can actualy do
With the time you spend in school? (;
Instead of learning how to pronounce "shit" in English class -.-

Okay, side note.
Happy 2nd Month Eda!♥
She's probably studying like mad now.
Last night I was gna sleep 
and when I told her that,
She said she was gna start studying.
She makes me feel like a slacker ):

This morning, I was so tired
so I went back to sleep intending to wake up 5 mins later
In my dreams,
I dreamt that I overslept and was running late.
When I finally woke up,
I realised that I DID oversleep D:
Still made it to school on time though (:

Got my lit test back today.
Like finally! After 2 weeks :/
Yay and I'm really happy with my score
Thank God! ^^
there's always room for improvement xD

I'm like, chionging all my ss chapters.
So far completed + memoried 1 chapter.
Intending to do 4.
By Friday. Whoo, awesome.
All the best for Mid-years everyone :B

Hiii (:
Today wasn't as bad as other mondays.
Didn't feel so lethargic.
Guess I followed my sleep cycle last night ^^v

Nothing mch happened today, as usual.
My life is so boring -.-
I wonder who bothers to read about my daily mundane life daily.
Chem test was okay in my opinion.
Mostly all calculations which are (Y)

Okay, idk what else to post.
LOL mid years start on Friday, D: 

Went to church today.
Was okay. Ended at 10am.
Went home ate breakfast
idk what's wrong with me,
I'm so hungry today :/

okay I have nothing to blog about.
Monday blues here already -.-

Okay the previous post wasn't on time after all D:
ohwells, still counted as ystd's post.

Watched PaperClips during LTF.
really struck me hard and deep.
Cried quite abit during the show.
Ahh, Death was too good for Hitler.
And I think people who thinks he's cool,
should start thinking of the lives he took.
The families he ruined, and the children were never born.

Went for supper with family.
At some unknown restaurant at Turf City.
It's called Boston Pizza Company, LOL.
Was really good though, 4 stars :D
Thier fried reminded me of the ones I had in Austrailia.
Realy potato-y and crispy ;D
The pizza was great too :D

626 viewers just now!:D
made me laugh-out-loud, LOL.
Hi Stitch, bet you love my blog xD

Oh no I almost couldn't blog on time 
Idw my daily blogging streak to end ):

I can't remember anything that happeed today.
Except that I went for the debate finals.
Saw SJC against Kent Ridge
And Barker agaist St Anthony's.
SJC & Barker won, congrats (:

Top 20 speaker!
I'm 19th, HAHAAH.
STC's all 3 speakers were ranked (:
Grats Sue-Ann, the awesome speaker 
Who got 5th, and keeps coming to find me for a hug xD
Grats to Yashmin from Bowen (:
She got 8th i think.
Thanks for always wishing us the best before all our debates :D

This is stupid, they'll probably never see this.
But ohwell, it's the thought that counts.
Through debate I've gained SO much.
Knowledge, self-actualisation, friends, etc.

Okay yay, I crumpled my cert like mad.
Gna bathe now ;B

Crazy day.
6 periods/ 3 hours of English.
Half the time we were just listening to her life stories. -.-

Oh btw, all you nothing better to do people reading my blog,
Go help Sherlin's friend Joey Chua from 4C
at this website http://cedarsgottalent2010.blogspot.com

My blog counts are still increasing like woah.
I always thought I get like 2-5 views a day.
Ohwells, boliao people read as often as I blog xD

AHH just realised tmr's Friday
Fridays= Weekends nearing \o/
Tmr's a special Friday though xD
Getting my top 20 speakers cert! :D
Thank God for Mich and Veno who's going with me.
Cuz my debate team just pangsehed me, tsk.
Ohwell, come to Nan Chiau High if you wanna see Div 2's finals + the prize presentations :D

Finally solved Shennel's riddle thing.
Like woah, finally can. D:
The answer wasn't even that cool.
LOL, ohwells.

Nothing much happened today.
It was just school, what dyou expect.
Ugh, mid years are coming.

P.S: I don't really care whether anyone gossips about me.
Cuz if they were desperate for gossip,
they can do so with anything and anyone.
I'm really not paranoid when I see people whispering.
And I think it's annoying that YOU are paranoid. ^^
Look around, i'm not the only one.

Ran 2.4 today :/
AND I PASSED \o/
16:16 okayy ;D
so happy, it's not even a scrape through pass :D
HAHAHA felt tired like fowjfief after that.

Did physics peer tutoring in Weiyan's physics class
Was planning to grill Shennel for more clues.
Which she did give, just that we're still stuck ):
This isn't that fun anymore :/
Stupid woman who took off her glove.

I've officially started studying :D
Adam Khoo rocks cuz he taught me abt mindmaps
which totally works wonders (:
I can remember MUCH more things than usual, whoo.

I feel tired already,
& it's only Tuesday |:

im at school now :D
Studying with weiyan and dawn ;D
It's kinda fail though :/
I'm supposed to be studying SS chapter 3 now.
I can't blog properly as well.
I think my brain's dead. ):

Geog test was suprisingly okay.
Mindmaps ftw \o/
idk what I'm doing here, seriously.
We're just singing ghostbusters. LOL.

Went to macs for dinner
got drenched in the rain on the way home D:
ohwells, at least im home.

edit;

At City Square Mall now.
My bro and I are just sitting at some bench
cuz both our feet hurt xD
our parents are somewhere shopping
and my bro is talking to himself.

I still need to study geog, D:
and already I'm so tired and dead.
If I sleep in the afternoon,
I won't wake up till dinner time.
]+>¥~€\!<¥_£

I bought teal nail polish (:

Woke up early today, 
went for breakfast with mum ^^
Shopped at Sasa and Watson's for awhile.
Got Nadia her present (Y)

Went for LTF after that.
Hated the bus ride to Yong-En center at Chinatown
Motion sickness + boredom isn't fun :/

Gave out bags of food to people
Together with Uncle GL, Nicole, Johannah, Manuel, Ashley and John.
While we were in the lift going down, 
it went out of order and the whole lift dropped an inch!
Freaked out can!
Just pushed everyone to get out
& took the stairs after that xD

Talking to Cally now-
my primary school choir junior.
She's in debate too! (Y)
I suddenly miss all my primary school mates.
Sometimes I wonder what it'll be like
If I chose to stay in SJC :/

TGIF! -repeats-
This is crazy, repeatedly having Monday blues
Then looking forward to saying TGIF.
Like some vicious cycle.

Went to school today,
International Friendship Day activity took up 4 periods (Y)
Just spent most of the time guessing a new riddle.
(Which Shennel hasn't revealed the answer to, 
making us wait till Monday D: )

Had 1 period of chem.
Which was my only lesson for the day -.-
Should have totally skipped school today.
Which totally reminds me why I didn't.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PRIS, VENO, & NADIA ♥

Celebrated Pris' birthday :D
Went to the canteen and sang her a song
With the cake that was so coolio xP
After that we decided to go to town
To watch Date Night at Cine (:

At this point in time, 
This person said something really hurtful to me.
It was so straightforward, without even trying to soften the blow.

Was so shocked; then the hurt came.
Fought so hard to hold back my tears.
So spoiler if I'd cried, ><
In any case, it spoiled my mood for the whole day.
Ignored that person throughout our whole outing,
but I don't think it worked in taking away the hurt.

Ate popcorn chicken for lunch, yay.
Went into the dark cinema ;D
Date Night was awesome.
It's like romance/comedy/action
Which is like all my favourite genres.
Yay (Y) was going crazy in the middle of the movie xD
Everything was so crazy and confusing and exciting,
It just turned out cool, HAHAH.

Went to 313 after the movie.
I SAW THE DENIM DRESS I DREAM ABOUT!
They haven't cleared it, yayyyyyy!
Tried it on again,
but I didn't buy it :/
I still have no idea where to wear it.
I wish I wasn't so practical at times ):

After that went to Yami Yoghurt ;D
Sat around talking,
Then went off (:
Train ride was awkward, ha-ha. -.-
Felt so !$@!?$&, wanted to scream,
But at the same time I didn't want to talk to her.
So I left 1 stop earlier, turning down my father's offer of picking me up from Novena Square :/

Okay anyway, I gave my Grace Charity Concert ticket to AnnCher.
Going to Yong-En care center with LTF tmr (:

Schooled again as usual.
Was pretty boring.
Alyssa sat behind me today,
Cuz Abigail pinned school D; Hur.
Kept turning around to talk to her + Eunice
Cuz they gave me this scenario/riddle thing
And I have to guess how it happened 
by only asking yes/no questions.

LOL fun though.
I still haven't guessed 1 out of the 3.
Shall find out tmr :B

I think I'm gna totally skip grace charity concert.
So annoyed at the whole system
where they can do-what-they-please
And shift our slots -.-

Rawr. Someone made me angry today -.-
With her stupid cold SMS.
-.- Dont flatter yourself, ihyttm ^^

On a brighter note,
Tomorrow's Friday!
Pris, Veno, and Nadia turns a year older tmr (:

14th today.
Don't think anyone noticed,
but I was so burdened the whole day.
In the back of my head,
I keep wondering when it's happening,
what's gonna happen, etc.
Haven't heard from you,
And I probably won't.
Hope you're fine.
Take care & stay strong 
보고싶엇어, really ):

Attempted to do Nadia's present last night
While talking to Chloe (:
After awhile I had to SMS with my middle fingers, LOL
Yes it hurt that much :/

Woke up at 1am cuz of some mosquito bite 
Made me so itchy I couldn't sleep -.-
Gahhh woke up at 6 feeling like crap.
Went to school anyway.

Slacked for most of the day.
Had chemistry spa which to me went well (:
Anyway, it's over \o/

A wasp came into class during physics xP
Ms Ng freaked out like some bimbo, LOLOL.
Okay fine, I was screaming too.
But the thing was at least 5cm long okay!

Turned off the light cuz it worked the last time.
Waited for 5 mins for the wasp to find it's way out xP
LOL, everyone started going high, HAHAH.
Amelia Lau even crawled under the table, LOL.

Then awhile later, the wasp came back.
And ms ng was like, "Oh no, it's back!"
Then ran to off the lights.
The wasp started flying towards her,
So she ran out of the room, LOL.

Everyone was like screaming like bimbos, xD
Mr Bobby Chew rushed in and was like.
"Whats wrong girls?! Whatwhat?!"
Then he started swatting the ginormous wasp, 
LOL made everyone scream even more.

HAHAH then when it was all over,
Ms Ng came back, hysterical.
She was like, "Sorry ah, I couldn't protect you all"
HAHAHAH say bye to our physics lesson.
Who can pay attention after all that? LOL

After school we just went crazy.
Me, Dawn, Jeanette, Weiyan, Shennel & Anncher just slacked around in class

We attempted to form an Aca Pella group, HAHAHA.
Did some stupid Dumbledore chant,
Just went mad laughing halfway, LOL!

Then we did Where Is The Love,
HAHAHA Krazy people.
Laughed like mad at some points and couldn't continue singing, AHAHA
Jeanette is epic manzxc.
LOL, wait till Shennel uploads the vid,
then I'll post it here :B

Then we did Tik Tok, Baby, etcetc.
LOL can you imagine,
I just died laughing, HAHAH.
We recorded everything btw, hoho.
I bet we can make an album and sell it worldwide okay, xD

So now I'm home ;D
Just smsed eda to tell her what happened
(refer to 1st para tyvm)
Ahh, we should just stop thinking so much.
Tsk, but still.
See you in October |:

Had asthma last night
had to do the medicine/machine thingy at 12:30am
Then slept at 1, woke up at 6.
Yay me, -.-

Went to school,
blah, normal things.
This is so sad, I can't even blog properly
My day's just boring like that.
A math test made me crazy.
Stupid prism and your volume of 1728cm^3

So now I'm home :D
I just realised that I have absolutely nothing to look forward to.
Gosh, shoot me now.

Didn't go to school today xP
had asthma again -.-
I think my room is too filthy or smth, LOL.

So what am I supposed to blog about?
Doing homework, studying for a math test tmr or having tuition?
Ah, I hope I get an mc for tmr as well xD

Woke up at 9:05 today
reached church at 9:30 ^^v
Open Sunday,
went to kachiau all those people who didn't come on Friday
leaving me alone at NBC with all the adults D:

Went for service after that.
Kept dropping my stuff, LOL
Chris-Nogang had to keep picking them up for me.
LOLOL butter fingers.

I'm gna bathe now,
Marks & Spencer later to buy macaroons :D

You Say How High

Woke up real early.
Went for breakfast and grocery shopped with my Mum :D
Came home, I was so tired
So just kept sleepig till 2:45.
Went to church by 3, LOL :X

Packed goodie bags thingy
For the old folks at Yongen center,
Which we will be visiting next week (:
Made an assembly line,
I was with Esther and John,
packing the sardine and peanut.

After LTF, went home to change
Went to Plaza Sing with debate people
Minus Leigh-Ane cuz she's sick
And Latifa who's baby sitting.
Mrs Rao treated us to PastaMania (Y)
She gave us our score sheet for round 3
Went high cuz I scored higher than Little Miss Perfect Sanjana, LOL
(the judge added my score wrongly,
Less by half a mark.
Otherwise we'd have tied O:)

After that, we treated her to Yami Yoghurt :D
It was like her first time eating it? LOL
Then talked for awhile
Laughed like mad at all our funny stories.
Then went home :D

So now I'm blogging ;D
Church tmr, open Sunday & holy communion.

Cupid couldn't catch up

TGIFTGIFTGIFTGIFFFFF like seriosuly :D
This week was crazy.
I think it's one of my lost eventful weeks.
In both good ways and bad.
(LOL just realised the week's not over yet xP)
A facebook wall made it somewhat all better (:

Was super tired in school AGAIN D:
idk what's wrong with me.
I think I'm just sick of school.
Ugh, and mid years aren't even here yet.
Paid attention in Chemistry though ^^
I actually like this topic O:
LOL, Energy Changes \m/

Lit test was (Y)
If I don't score well for this,
I think I'll just scream.
LOL but I didn't study :X
More than half the class chose question B but I did A D:
LOL I guess that doesn't really matter when half your class =5 people xP

This is the first Friday in months
that I actually get to go home at 1:30
and have free time at home O:
No debate, no remedial.
Wowzxc, feels so good. LOL.
I can atually go for NBC with my family today.
Missed so many alr
and the aunties in church kept asking me why.
Hihihi, i'm going later ^^b

Going for dinner with Debate people tmr ^^
Leigh-Anne is treating us! (Y)
But some people just haveeee to be vegetarian, right Sanjana?
So we're going to PastaMania
I don't like pasta btw xP
LOL, fussy eater ^^

Okay I STILL haven't fully edited the limelight post on wed.
Pictures are there though (:
Everyone looked so pretty that day xD

Make no apologies;
I crushed black and blue,
but you know i'd do it all again for you
Have a good life, jer ^^

I have a million song lyrics I wanna type out
Thought of Heavily Broken, but ahwell.
I guess we're both dealing fine with this.

Ohh yeah, I love We The Kings (L) 
Super awesomezxc! 
I just play their songs everytime I listen to music,
and I don't have to change song cuz I got bored.

School today was tiring.
Went to class and Alyssa was like,
Deborah! Are you awake?
Me: Nnrgg.
(Like, when you're too tired to open your mouth to talk)

School ended at 1:30 today
Went to Thomson Plaza for piano
Lunched with dawn then she had to go for dental.
So just did my work at the food court.
Some stupid SBQ made me so confused.
Finally texted benson for help, LOL.
How am I supposed to know the writer's biased? Tsk.

Foodcourt was freezing cold.
My hands were like going numb
So I gave up doing my work.
Then on my way to Yamaha,
I realised,
Numb Hands. Piano Lesson. Stiff Fingers.
Gahhhh. Went to blow dry my hand just to get warm, LOL.

Okay I typed all that in the bus.
My stop's here so yay (:
I'll edit the previous post later.

If someone not involved in this questions me about whatever I'm abt to post,
you better think twice.

"You said it wasn't intentional, you said it wasn't planned, but i've got people telling me it's planned."
Firstly, can I know who told you that? I've been telling you, it wasn't planned. Even if you don't believe me, there're others who can vouch for it. If you want to know who, ask me. I'll get them to talk to you.

"what everything that has happened during all these time. and another lie?"
I honestly don't get what you're referring to, so be specific please?

"So how can you change that fact? People would know you're lying."
There was still time for it, but she wasn't talking to me abt any of this, and I didn't know she already owned up. I already told her before that we're in this together. She made her own choice, taking all the blame on herself by confessing. Before that, eliz suspected me. I wanted to keep it that way to keep kaz safe. But she went ahead to tell her, so what am I supposed to do?

"She was dragged in. Plus her ban from her mum, and the extra work from her studies, it's difficult and stressful for her. I doubt she wanted you to take all the blame"

She wasnt dragged in, she made a choice. Its not as if we forced her to do anything, it was all willingness on her part. Nobody held a gun to her head and commanded her to do anything. & You do realise, that I knew nothing abt this? As mentioned before, she didn't contact me abt anything. We weren't even talking abt other things. I know she's stressed out and all, but she never even gave me a proper explaination, even after I smsed her. All I had to infer from was her short facebook status update. From her post, it seemed like she just wanted to run away from all the trouble. Plus, Liz is protecting her now cuz they magically became friends, so obviously the blame would somehow be pushed to me.

"Till now, you still think your own way."

I'm just telling you that there's more to one side of a story, and I think I deserve to reveal the other part. I concede that I hve done wrong. I know that keeping all this from you was wrong, no matter how I try to justify it. I know that it was wrong for me to not be understanding of kaz, though I did try my best. I'm not a superwoman, who knows what someone needs without them telling me.
If you still think I'm wrong in anyway I'm thinking, can you please state it out specifically. If not I'll be forced to guess, which would lead to what happened with me and kaz.

"Now, let's just all take things in our stride and do whatever we can yea"

I know things won't ever be the same again. So why do I even bother?
Cuz you two still mean something to me, and I want to do whatever I can , no matter how insignificant, to make things right.
But please keep in mind that everyone was hurt in this process. including me. I have faults, but so do you two. You two did stuff right, but so did I. It's not a 2 vs 1 thing here. We're all in the same condition.

Stuff that happened ystd seemed so surreal.
People I haven't talked to in ages suddenly talk to me
cuz of some complicated things.
Lol, weird how things work.
I even talked to myself at 1am last night -.-
The ghosts in my room prolly think I'm crazy or smth, tsk.

Went to school feeling super lethargic.
That's what you get for sleeping at 1am D:
Remembered that my mc last week still exempts me from pe.
So was kinda happy I could skip 2.4
But in the end, Ms Kaur didn't even come, tsk.
LOL ohwells, either way I still don't need to run.

Limelight's tmr and I can't wait <:
Idc what people think, I'm wearing what I want to wear (Y)
I don't dress up for people, I dress up for myself (:
I need to recall how to get to Esplanade, ugh.
Last time I went was for becky's concert
And that was like ages ago.

Physics spa #2 on Thursday.
Really pray I don't screw this one up.
Full marks! :D

Ps: In case you didn't know,
I know who's been coming to my blog.
And who's making those blog counts jump so high.
Complete with yr ip and all.
So tag la! Tsk.

Edit; Gosh, why am I missing you this much ):
Get out of my head !#&)"$

Went to school today.
Monday blues, ughhhhh.
Falling asleep during chem,
Was fine after that, LOL.

SS test was uhh. :/
Wrote so much till I got a headache
And I realised half my stuff are irrelevant.
How awesome is that, whoo.
Headache's still here.
And my house ran out of panadol ):
Ahhh I hate Mondays |:

Slept in the afternoon, woke up and headache's still there.
Tsk. Got even worse after awhile.
So many things happening,
it just all seems so surreal to me.
I hope you'll be fine, and won't have to be sent to a home. 
This is crazy.
Online stuff making such a big mess.

2.4 tmr! D:
Seriously dreading it, ugh.


To JCCN;
just know that everything wasn't intentional.
I had a difficult choice to make,
and i made the wrong one.
You're taking everything personally,
as if the whole purpose of what I/we did
was just to hurt you and our friendship.
It was just a side effect from that
that was unexpected and unwanted.
In a tough situation, sometimes you make wrong choices.

Woke up at 6:15, D:
Went to church for Easter Service :D
didn't really eat much cuz I was giving out ACM package.
Felt really sleepy halfway, LOL.

My father's nagging at me
abt studying for O levels.
He doesn't want me to go to Arts stream.
Tskk I also don't know what I want.
Rawrr

Woke up early for brunch with mummy
Used the coffee bean card Amelia gave me :D
HAHAH awesome coffee (Y)
thanks amelialaushujing ^^v

Didn't got for LTF today :/
I've an ss test to study for(gosh, looong chapter)
and tons of homework to complete.
Got quite alot of things done today :D
I wanna do well for ss, like so badly :/

Okay nothing to post anymore.
My whole day's filled with studying,
what do you expect me to post, LOL.

Anyway, im so over our "friendship".
Wasn't even fit to be called one in the 1st place.
나너시로해, 캇움이.

Someone deleted me on facebook.
Read one of her posts, LOL.





-points to the ratio-

LOL ohwell, was still fun.
Good Friday service in church later.
HAHAH so funny, woke up and saw my 1st text
from Eda wifey,
sort of reminding me to go to church.
HAHAHAHA, LOL.
Yesyes i wont forget.

"It was mine; The dread transgression,
But Yours the deadly pain"

Good Friday service was a really goo one for me.
Reflected alot.
Esp since I just lost a close friend
cuz she's unwilling to share the punishment with me,
But God took MY share of the punishment cuz of sin,
And He took it willingly.

Cried abit during holy communion.
Reflecting really does wonders.

Thank You Lord for this Good Friday,
Where You've reminded me of Your great love for me.
So much so that You even suffered mockery,
followed by being crucified on the cross.
I Love You, my Lord.
♥

April Fools! (:
Our class tricked mrs seet in a way.
We just kept greeting her
then thanked her and ran out of class,
to the back side where we started hopping randomly saying
"Hi Mrs Seet! Hi Mrs Seet!"
LOLOLOL I was laughing like madddddd.

And we sang We Wish You A Merry Christmas to Ms Lee
And she wad like "Happy Deepavali <:"
LOL, gosh laughed like crazy again xD

Had piano today, after a long while.
Learnt my new piece today.
Stupid composer, he's like hearing voices in his head -.-

Okay going out to Giant with family.
Thursday grocery shopping, LOL.
YAYY TGIT xDD

Debbs, 20.
Just the beat inside my soul

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