I lost my first JG debate today.
to stupid crescent.
My coach, Leigh-Anne
said they were noob judges and all.
We lost by 1/2 a mark.
and in debate, there's no half marks.
Cried like 5 secs after they announced the results.
Went to confront that guy judge
and ask him why we lost.
And i srsly dont see why he marked us down so much.
it's like he was sleeping while we were speaking.
Cried while Leigh-Anne talked to us.
Idk, i just felt so cheated.
Like, i really wanted this you know?
And if we lost because we were lousy its still okay.
but everyone thinks we should have won.
thats the part i cant accept D:
Parents gave Sanjana a lift home.
cried in the car while talking to her, LOL.
So right now,
i really wanna win the next 2 prelim rounds.
if we dont make it to quarter finals,
i think i'll just break down.
it really means alot to me.
all the time spent, all the effort put in.
I dont regret it,
but i really wish we could be rewarded for it.
Anyway,
Thanks Leigh-Anne for sending positive signals while i was speaking.
Thanks Latifa & Sanjana, my dear teammates.
Thanks Veno, for coming down so late at night to support us.
Thanks Marc and Weihong who're cheering me up now
i'll be alright (:
